WAI HIAN ! :D

geez..
last friday didnt go band
kinda regetted at first?
but den nt liao

after skol, went to de band room but den didnt went in
charmaine, xiu ling and me waiting for kris to come out
den saw alot of ppl going in and out.. 0.o

kris came out den we went down
after tat walk to west mall
to take bus cos got de upper sec
lolz..

take liao den reached home
kinda rush?
cos i thought i was late seh
den end up i saw my bro using com -__-"
so, i relax abit
relax until 4+ -.-
go and get ready
took laptop cos down there very sian
of course tat laptop no internet
cos nv connect to de internet we bring laptop to listen to music de la
me n my bro dun hv hp mah den no mp3
so bring lappy go there listen =)

take MRT i mean train to tiong bahru
den take bus
to reached my grandpa hse
to attend his funeral...

very upset..
de first day of his funeral, me and my bro cried..
somemore is 2 days after my birthday..
is lyk so sudden after i pick up a call from my dad
den somemore when we stay there overnight,
i felt tat he still alive in somewhere..

when i went to his coffin is lyk is this person realli my grandpa?
he is very noble cos he go n donate his conear eye to someone
he actually wanted to donate everything to de hospital
but den his internal oragns were affected
so, he cant donate..

den sunday it is de day for burning
de thing..
i felt tat he is really leaving us..
we went to de mandai crematorium columbarium
went into a room
to chant him for de last
after tat again we went into another room
slowly we saw de coffin went into another room for burning...
at first i thought tat it going to burn it right in front of us..
and i was wrong..
we cried real hard..
i omost shouted " dun leave us, come back" in chinese
after it went in, we gtg back to de place

after 2hrs we go back to claim his ashes..
is lyk a knife piercing into my heart..
iszit very pain to be burn inside?

saw his bones..
he ate alot medicine said by a monk
we slowly pick de bone into another container
to grant his will
his will wrote put all my ashes in to changi beach
de sea..

took a boat and went there
den slowly, my dad and his brothers took his bone and throw into
de sea
after tat, went home..

regetted not to cherish him..
i thought he gonna leave us few years later
and i was hopping to make him happy during de june holidays..
but den it went wrong..
when he was healthy, he bought me a soft toy..
after he brought, while he ride bicycle
he fell down..
i was sooo dam moved by his actions..
and now he is gone..
gone tat i cant see him anymore
only can see him by photos..

de painful expirence is tat de coffin went into de thingy
for burning process..
hope tat he can be reincarnated early..