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getting to be more and more depressed

cant be helped..

it seems tat everyone treat me as nothing

i was trying to hv chat with my fwens

but den it turns out to be ignoring me

well.. most of em ignored me

i tried to understand why they are ignoring me

but i cant

it's so hard

cos there's no vaild reason tat they are ignoring me

am i irratating em?!

if yes, im sorry!

i told myself tat i am going to change myself

tis is wad i am going to do :

- tat i shld nt tok so much

or else im lyk a fool polluting de "fresh air"

- dun even bother to share my problems to my fwens

cos they dun even understand wad im feeling right now!

- and most importantly, and i will stop being a nice girl

and treat everyone lyk i dun care much cos i keep tryin to understand

their so called " problems " but they dun even appreciate it ! and yet they

treat me lyk a shit !!!

right now, u shld be thinking how stubborn am i

well too bad, i am very stubborn

so wad? so wad gt to do with you all?

think i care so much?

so many things happening to me

and right now, i cant even handle one problem

wad a failure rite?

being so fucked up right now!

tis and tat keep on troubling me

o how i wish tat i could just fell in a very deep sleep

so tat i could forget all my stupid problems

those problems it seems so simple yet i cant even solve

i dun need ur sympathy

realli, i dun nid ur "sympathy"

cos it means nth to me

as it already happened

cant possibly reversed it rite?

yarhs.. tat's rite.. after all im realli stubborn

so wad u going to do?

no.. tis question is suppose for me to answer..

so wad am i going to do?

well, i realli dun know

i felt so helpless standing tis world

shld i cut? =p

maybe i shld =D

nah.. later will bleed

maybe i shld do some exciting things after all..