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Tuesday, February 05, 2008
woah ~
today ..
i mean midnight
nonono ! i mean early in de morning
do my homework and other stuff ..
until 2+
was going to sleep
but den ..

gt tis image .. i mean gt a scene
i went up with a group of ppl ( cant say who r they.. )
and den started to scold em ..
after tat they call de pia kia to deal with me
den den i scold em back ..
ran to the bookshop took de penknife ..
den slash my wrist ..
den me fall dead on the ground

Zz ..
after tat, gt another scene
somehow it jump into other day ..
den i was running
running towards de councillor's room
i mean gt tis teacher
was talking to me in de room
i told her every single thing D:
den tears flow down my cheeks

den my tears really drop
as in de real life
when i was lying on my bed ..
after tat i gt many many flashback ..
scary sia ..

den i keep telling myself to sleep
woke up de next morning and everything will be over ..
but den ..
cant sleep =\
slowly time passed by ..
den i sleep eventually ~

den after tat felt tat gt smth
keep pushing me
i mean pressing me down
cant breathe ..
was struggling
omgggg ~

i was using all my strength to push de force away .. D:
when i woke up
i manage to take a deep breath ..
look at tat time .. was 3+ ..
zz
den i heard smth..
is lyk .. yiiiii sound ..
as if a spaceship is landing
=="
wa lau .. scary sia ..
wanted to wake someone up to pei me ..
but den 3 in de morning leh..

switch on my lights ..
den stare at de walls..
den i think abt 4+ den sleep ..
sleep until 6.30
omgg im late ~
rush rush rush ~

went down den manage to take de last bus to reach skol in time
*phew*
went up to class ..
was doing smth ..
but den cant remember D:
den gt PE ~
dun nid to run ..
weeee ~

play captain ball
me down there sleeping
but den i only close my eyes ..

after tat went back to class ..
gt english ~
woah.. wan to sleep sia ..
but den tat teacher veri fierce ..
=\
went through de comprehension
half sleep, half awake ..

after tat was CME
WEE ~ finally ..
went to sleep ..
awhile only .. =\

reccess ~
went to change my clothes..
den went with em
zz
duno why ..
i keep squeezing my left hand
den rub my hands ..
zz

den when going back ,
one big patch red red de ..
zz

went back to class
my tears ..
zz .. was dropping
was holding de tears
so tat it wont be obvious ..
lalala ~

after tat was POA
gt short quiz ..
D: sure fail de sia ..

after tat was social studies
wee ~
hayden make me laugh
laugh until my stomach pain
>< but den awhile lah.. den miss wang return our class test wee ~ gt 6/10 i passed ~ ^^ after tat was geo .. miss siew dam angry with us cos almost half de class failed her test .. i gt 5/15 . ):


den after heard tat kris nt going to band
oh.. my heart felt veri ..
lost
duno which direction to go ..
nvm lah .. muz get use to it
muz be independent
cant rely on ppl liao ..
cos rely on ppl, in de end will get pang seh
den after tat u duno wad to do ..


so, i get changed ..
went to band room to put my bag ..
lucky gt si kang and dragon pei me ..
if nt i will be ..
ahh wadever ~.~

went up, fixed instrument ..
fall in ~
den tune my instrument ..
practice ..

after band ,
went to buy potato chips with si kang
wee ~ finally get to eat ..
den took 945 ..
reached home , was finding food sia
lols ..


ends ~



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