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Friday, April 04, 2008
today !
actually woke up at 4+
zz went back to sleep ..
until 6+
ahh late again ..
go repack my bag cos very heavy D:
after tat went to prepare myself .

wake my bro up, and off i go .
after tat walked to school,
walked to school
awww, nv had a chance to see tat group of bird ..
so dam cute lurhs .. they hv spiky hairstyle
lols ..
after tat went to school ..

after tat , had POA .
kris said tat today maybe gt test,
tio shocked sia D:
uh huh .. den after tat asked de teacher , she said dun hv
but den gt observation thingy ..
in de end dun hv .. -.-
do chinese hw during tat period ..

after tat was chem .
go through notes and wb ..
after tat was physics ..
doing de workbook
im lost D:

anyway, after tat was assembly
talk abt de xi an history and malay dance ..
after tat went for reccess,
finished up my chinese hw during reccess ..
after tat went back to class

gt chinese period
had chinese test
ahh .. Q1 already duno how to do .
i only noe how to do de passage thingy ..
ah sure fail really badly ..

after de test, hand up workbook
miss pei scold us cos we nv do hw..
D:
was PG !
mr ng talked abt de poly, jc, ite ..
had fun with wn
cos we both talking abt de RK house
" no pork at all "
hahas ..
after tat we see each other bu shuang ..
due to some reason..
ahh .. sorry anyway ..

after tat went to eat for lunch with kris, maine and hazel
eat ler went to change ..
after tat went to fix instrument den fall in ..
den den wash mouth piece and refill water bottle ..
went to tune my instrument and practice de prime time toon ..

had fun with li jing and xuan wen ..
after tat when mr ong test us one by one ,
i worked very hard ..
really . is lyk .. today, i worked really hard than usual . (:
after band , went to wait for li jing they all
wait and wait ==
and den realised tat they already go ler
lols.. after tat walked to de bubble tea shop
to buy potato chips to reward for myself xD
hahas ..

after tat saw si kang at de bus stop
chatted with her in de bus ..
reached home , bathe and watch tv


after tat went to my room
started to hv some thoughts ..
as a result , i felt so depressed ..
really.. ahh duno wad word to describe wad i feeling right now
i really wan to noe wad am i
am i a bad person ?
am i being a burden to others ?
i really felt tat my life is meaningless
i really do suck at everything ..

ahhh .. whatever ..
currently finding something to make me feel more secure ..





im so lost in life ..



Goodbye.
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