it didnt worked, i drank it with straw and drank it with one mouth it didnt worked . why? instead, it making me feel more horrible feelings ... emotions .. why do i feel them so strong? cant i just let go ? why aint anybody give a damn about me? i was thinking of suicidal, and yet ... nobody wanted to comfort me, listen to me . what did i do wrong..? why is my life like this? why ?.. why i do not have a friend who is willing to talk to me, and lending their ears to me . i wanted to die so freaking bad . but im afraid . why cant i have the courage to kill myself? why?..
